Months have now flown by since Zac and Kate's wedding, and it is New Years Eve. A holiday that we all normally spend at my parents house but this year we are spending it at Natalie and Taylor's. I'm sure it was Natalie's idea to have the gathering here. It is always.
I hadn't actually been alone with Zac since our kiss at his wedding, so I was nervous about tonight. I knew the possibilities were high that I could more than likely end up alone with him at some point and so to avoid that, I had invited one of my friends along. Most people assumed he once had been my boyfriend but he never had been. If I was honest the closest thing I had come to any boy romantically had been when Zac kissed me.
"Earth to Avery," Daniel's voice breaks through my thoughts and I blink a few times at him. "You've been standing on this porch for thirty minutes now. Are you going to go inside? It is kind of cold out here."
I blush at his words and nod, "Yeah, sorry," I smile as I reach out and open the door, going inside of the house. Hearing talking coming from the living room and kitchen I lead the way since Daniel has never been here before.
When we reach the kitchen, I smile as I see my niece and nephews as the came running to me. Bending down, I pull Ezra and Penny into a hug, "I missed you guys," I tell them after they pull away. "How was your trip to Georgia?" I ask knowing they had just gotten back from there two days ago.
"It was fun," Ezra says as he grins. "Grampa James got tons of toys for me," he informs me as if that is the best thing ever and I am sure in his mind it is.
"I got toys too," Penny says to him as she sticks her tongue out and I laugh some at this.
I shake my head and stand up, "You two are something else," I say to them and watch as they run off.
Looking around for Daniel, I don't see him in the kitchen but soon I hear his laugh coming from the living room and I make my way in there, where I find Daniel sitting beside my older brother Isaac. I'm sure they are talking about sports or something of the like. They are both into sports. Especially Oklahoma football.
"Hey Natalie," I hear a familiar voice ask from across the room and I turn my head to see Kate sitting on the couch, a plate of appetizers in her lap. "Have you seen Zac? He left out of her like a bullet out of a shot gun not too long ago."
"He headed down the hall to the bedrooms," Taylor says for his wife and I laugh. Leave it to Taylor to answer a question meant for Natalie. "You know Zac, he feels suffocated when around too many people at one time and he runs off to go watch tv in another room."
Biting my lip at my brothers words, I turn to head towards the bedrooms. I know I am nervous about being alone with him but I want to talk to him, see if he even mentions the kiss we shared months ago. As I'm just about mere inches away from my get away I almost crash into someone and laugh some seeing it is just my mom. "Sorry mom," I smile before moving past her.
"Where are you going Avery?" she asks me and I stop in my tracks, thinking of a lie.
I shrug, "To the bathroom," I say so effortlessly that I hope she doesn't catch on that I was lying. Walking away, I turn the corner and soon start passing by the bedrooms, looking for the one Zac is in.
I am surprised when I find him in Ezra's room, laying on the toddler bed and watching some cartoon. "Aren't you a little old for those?" I ask as I shut the door behind me.
Zac sits up and shrugs, "I'm only as old as I feel and right now I feel like a twelve year old."
"When don't you feel twelve?" I ask as I sit down beside him on the bed.
He watches me and I feel those same old butterflies he used to give me before our kiss. Biting my lip, I try not too look at him and look back at the tv.
Feeling Zac move a bit closer, I take a deep breath and turn to face him, raising my eyebrow. "You plan on invading my personal bubble?" I ask him before laughing.
"Would it bother you if I did," Zac asks me as he inches his hand over and moves the hair away from my neck. "You didn't seem to mind it when I invaded your space on my wedding day," he whispers before he leans over and places a soft kiss on my neck.
As he places a kiss on my neck, I close my eyes briefly and shiver as he rests his head against mine, his breath hitting my skin every so often as he breathes, "About your wedding," I start, trying to find the words to say. "We...it...it's wrong," I am finally able to voice my words out and all Zac does is laugh.
I feel him pull away some but not much, "You didn't see it as wrong when you kissed me in your room the night before the wedding," he counters back and he has a point. "You even said you wanted me."
Looking down at my hands, I nod acknowledging that I did say those things.
"Why did you say that Avie?" Zac asks another question before kissing my neck again. This time though he doesn't stop kissing my neck and before I know it I moan in response, feeling myself start to get turned on by what he is doing. This is the first time I have ever had a physical reaction to something a boy has done.
Closing my eyes again, I sit and think of something to say other than the truth. As I sit there thinking I feel Zac's hand sneak down to my jeans now and I suck in a breath as I feel his calloused hands slip their way into my jeans.
It's like Zac's hands are magic, especially when they find the crotch of my panties and he starts to rub me, "Why did you say you wanted me Avie?" he asks this time wording it differently.
"Because I do want you," I admitted my words coming out soft as he rubs me slow, too slow. "I..I have a crush on you," I whisper blushing.
The last statement gets Zac to smirk against my skin and I feel him start to trail kisses up to my ear. "I think I have crush on you," he whispers into my ear so innocent, though what he is doing to me is anything but innocent. "A dirty little forbidden crush," he mutters more seductively and I feel his hand move away from the crotch of my panties.
I feel my breath hitch as his fingers slip beneath the cotton material and soon one of his fingers slips inside of me. It hurts briefly which causes me to tense up. I know if I was like some girls who like to pleasure themselves, it probably wouldn't have hurt, but I have never once pleasured myself before.
"Fuck," he curses into my ear. "You are wetter than I thought," he says before moving his face away from me and he starts to let his finger move in and out of me at a pace that is slow and torturous.
Moaning again, I feel my hips move against their own will and I open my eyes, looking over at him. I'm not sure what the look I see on his face is but I know I like it. The way his lip is curled into a smirk, a smirk that almost reaches his eyes.
I let out a whimper when he finally removes his finger and his hands from out of my jeans. I feel his hands though on my wrist and before I can say anything he lays back and pulls me down over him, his lips finding mine in a kiss again.
I kiss him back and close my eyes, feeling his hands move to my hips.
"You feel that?" Zac mutters into my mouth right as his hips move up into me. The moment they do I feel something hard against me. "You did that," he moans out kissing me harder, his tongue finding it's way into my mouth.
As his tongue tangles with mine, I am shocked that I have made him that hard. I never thought that I could have that affect on anyone and sure as hell never expected to have that affect on my brother.
It feels like ages before Zac pulls away from the kiss and I look down at him, looking into his eyes, "Can I take your shirt off?" he asks his words so soft I'm not even sure I heard them.
I just nod in response and move away far enough so he can lift my shirt over my head. When it's gone, I blush some. I had of course chosen to just wear a regular white cotton bra. I never was a fan of anything fancy and I knew my mother would probably die if I ever bought any fancy or sexy bras at sixteen.
Zac looks me over and I see a satisfied smirk cross his face, before he reaches up and cups my breast with one of his hands, squeezing the breast ever so softly.
"Z...Zac," I moan out as my hips move down into his almost perfectly which causes him to whimper. "I...your...I've never felt like this before," I confess as I blush.
"Good," Zac says as his hand slowly pushes my bra cup down, revealing my breast to him, the nipple is now standing straight up at attention.
I see Zac bit his lip and before I know it, he sits up again, holding me in his lap as his head bends down and he takes the nipple into his mouth. The moment his mouth is on my nipple, I feel myself get wet even more and I have to bit my lip from screaming an altering everyone in the house to our presence in Ezra's room.
Holding him closer to me, I move my hips against him now at a pretty good pace, feeling him do the same, but not once does he lift his head from my nipple. It's like my nipple is his newest friend.
Finally though he does lift his head and he looks into my eyes again as I feel his hands go around me. He undoes my bra and I look down, watching as it falls off, leaving me topless.
"You look beautiful," Zac tells me when I look back up at him and I blush at his words. "You are so beautiful," he mutters before taking his own shirt off.
Biting my lip, I scan his chest, letting my hands reach out and slide down it. I have seen him shirtless countless times but tonight is the first time where I find myself turned on by it.
Zac takes a deep breath when my hand reaches the bottom of his chest and I notice him sucking in his stomach, which causes me to look at him confused. Doesn't he realize I find him beautiful just the way he is.
It's like he can sense my confusion though because he gives me an answer. "Kate always tells me I'm too fat," he says and I can hear the hint of sadness in his words. "Sometimes during sex she likes to point it out and make fun of my stomach."
Frowning at his words, I just lean in and kiss him again. I'm not Kate and I'm not going to make fun of him.
As he responds to the kiss, I feel his hands move up and run along my breast causing me to move my hips against his again. This time, I swear I hear a profanity leave his mouth.
"Zac are you in here?" Taylor's voice fills the room and I pull away from the kiss, turning to face him.
If I thought he was shocked when he saw us kissing at the wedding then I know he is shocked now. His mouth just keeps moving up and down as if trying to talk but nothing comes out.
"Fuck," Zac mutters to himself as he lays back and the moment he does that, I feel exposed, not to Zac but to Taylor who now has a clear view of my breasts.
Standing up, I cover my chest with my arms and bend down, grabbing my bra and shirt, "I...umm I'll go now," I say before heading into the bathroom across the hall, glad that no one is out there to witness me.
When I reach the bathroom, I lock the door and lay my shirt and bra on the sink as I look at my reflection in the mirror. My hair is a mess and my lips look a bit swollen. I'm a complete mess physically and I know emotionally I am as well.
Shaking my head, I put my bra and shirt back on and then fix my hair up some before leaving the bathroom. As I do, I look into Ezra's room where I can see Taylor who seems to be yelling at Zac. Biting my lip I want to go in there and stop whatever argument they are having but I know my presence would just make it worse, instead I just walk back to the living room, hoping no one realizes just how long I was gone.